My Favorite Poem

…from Pablo Neruda’s Cien Sone­tos de Amor:

XVII

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of car­na­tions the fire shoots off.
I love you as cer­tain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but car­ries in itself the light of hid­den flow­ers;
thanks to your love a cer­tain solid fra­grance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you with­out know­ing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straight­for­wardly, with­out com­plex­i­ties or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way

than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

LXVI

I do not love you — except because I love you;
I go from lov­ing to not lov­ing you,
from wait­ing to not wait­ing for you
my heart moves from the cold into

the fire. I love you only because it’s you
I love; I hate you no end, and hat­ing you
bend to you, and the mea­sure of my chang­ing love for you
is that I do not see you but love you

blindly. Maybe the Jan­u­ary light will con­sume
my heart with its cruel
ray, steal­ing my key to true

calm. In this part of the story I am the one who
dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
because I love you, Love, in fire and in blood.

LXXIII

Maybe you’ll remem­ber that razor-faced man
who slipped out from the dark like a blade
and — before we real­ized — knew what was there:
he saw the smoke and con­cluded fire.

The pal­lid woman with black hair
rose like a fish from the abyss,
and the two of them built up a con­trap­tion,
armed to the teeth, against love.

Man and woman, they felled moun­tains and gar­dens,
then went down to the river, they scaled the walls,
they hoisted their atro­cious artillery up the hill.

Then love knew it was called love.
And when I lifted my eyes to your name,
sud­denly your heart showed me my way.

Just putting this out there in the abyss.

Starting a New Series

This week I’ll be start­ing a new book, called “The Conservative’s Hand­book” by Phil Valen­tine.  I bought two or three weeks ago and have yet to read any of it.

So as a moti­va­tion to get into the pages, I’m going to start a new arti­cle series sum­ma­riz­ing what I’ve read and how I think it applies today.  I haven’t decid­ing on a fre­quency of the posts, but since I’m in school again (Ack!) it won’t be every night.  It’ll prob­a­bly be more on the order of every other night or every two days or so.  We’ll see.

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Vandalism in a Book

This is quite lit­eral (par­don the pun). My wife and I went to Barnes and Noble on Sat­ur­day to get some books. One of the books she wanted was the book on Sarah Palin, sim­ply titled Sarah: How a Hockey Mom Turned the Polit­i­cal Estab­lish­ment Upside Down.  We bought that book, as well as a few oth­ers that we wanted.

It wasn’t until we got home that we dis­cov­ered an awful truth:  There are idiots that don’t respect other people’s work.  Her book had writ­ing on the “Acknowl­edge­ments” page.  This is what it said:

If you believe this crap, you’ll believe anything.

Why do peo­ple have to dis­re­spect someone’s work?  Why — if they want to van­dal­ize some­thing — can’t they van­dal­ize their own prop­erty?  Or if they want to destroy the book — buy the darn thing!  Then you can write on it all you want!